As you all know i don't just post up stuff for anyone so heres one for ...






Mr. Aizat Hassan

Happy Birthday dude,
The longest Best-friend I've had,
I was supposed to post up some mushy stuff but i gotta go dinner d,
Short black and lovable, This intergrated Smurf is one hell of a good friend.
I don't have a pic with you but still I'll draw one xDD

Anyways,
Thanks for being an ear and the only person who really knows me.
Hope you'll stay in my life as long as you can!! ( aww.... i know xD)

Jock/Diabetic/Gangedupcrazyfootballmaniac

Stay a diabetic aytes. The only black diabetic xD

SomuchMoreBetterThanAzimanxPP


Thanks for being here dude,
love you and Happy Birthday.

see i draw xD i so rock


Here's a song for you cause it seems like how you look at life and cause theres always a song....






Every time I think of growing up I find out that I just slipped back,
I got it all wrong you know I,
Feel younger than I did when I was younger on a backwards track
I thought by now I could have figured it all out instead I'm further back,
Feels kinda stupid but I,
Feel 16 in my head but I guess it's only 5 years back

But I won't see the signs
it took so long but you were always on my mind, yeah,

For all the times I've tried to take a little time out for myself,
I'm just growing all alone again
But I find in my mind that I'm not.
Time is running out and I just want to say I'm sorry now,
Before I'm all alone again, and I'm broken and cold
The ageing superhero in me is tired
Because he's lived too fast for too long
and he still longs to be inspired

I feel old, feel broke feel cold and I can't fight back,
It sounds so stupid I,
But it's gone, this train won't run,
Guess it must be the track

But I won't see the signs
it took so long but you were always on my mind, yeah,

For all the times I've tried to take a little time out for myself,
I'm just growing all alone again
But I find in my mind that I'm not
Time is running out and I just want to say I'm sorry now,
Before I'm all alone again, and I'm broken and cold-



But I won't see the signs;
it took so long but you were always on my mind, yeah,

For all the times I've tried to take a little time out for myself,
I'm just growing all alone again
But I find in my mind that I'm not.
Time is running out and I just want to say I'm sorry now,
Before I'm all alone again, and I'm broken and cold
The ageing superhero in me is tired
Because he's lived too fast for too long
and he still longs to be inspired

The heart never lies

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I'm Down with high fever and aching in every single joint in my body. I can't sleep cause i practically slept the whole day. I wonder how life is for her now. I wonder so much i dare not ask. Although I'm built by mistakes there are some parts where a twist is concern. I keep listening to songs i wished i wrote.. Don't all us singer/songwriters feel that way? like if you can turn back time and write that song and make it a hit before it comes out? But if there is one thing I've learnt, theres no such thing in time machines, Time stoppers, Faceless voids, Time Lock, Neither is there a reason to be afraid of it.

The only thing i can think of when i talk about time is if there is a watch on a dressing table it'll become a "time table".

But i want to use my freedom of speech on this blog to post out anything that my mind can think of. I'm just online for this one post though and its back to logging for me. God my head hurts// Lord have mercy.

I don't get whats so scary about pmr. Sure, It's coming fast, theres no "time", this and that.. Dude. you cant run from an unstoppable force. The only thing you can do is go right in to it and fight it.(In a good way i mean) I quote the joker - This is what happens when an unstoppable force meets an unmovable object.

So the best of luck to all you PMRians, All the best. Oh and happy early early Pmring! xD

Inside the class

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I have adopted the beauty of sejarah! xD yes i know.. but its my favorite subject xP since well yeah .. this year. But still Hearing my grandfathers' Lore and Listening to the teacher explain the textbook is very interesting. We'll i guess I'm just in to it cause i have blood lost in the japan war, Lots of it.

And theres Always a song xD

Bold the statements that are true to you
Italise the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone
Then, stab 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me, - My joker knife xD
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someones bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone. I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I have dated a close friends' ex.
I am happy at this moment!!
I'm obsessed with guys
I study for tests most of the time.- shhh..
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people. - maybe..
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner. - xPP
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood. - woot!!
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cos playing is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie


Brrrr.. i actually did a tag so i have to tag people now right? xD


5
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1. Adele
2. Carolynn (so you can do it all over again xD)
3. Syann
4. Inter grated Smurf
5. Irfan Helmi



Head over Hells
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I've adopted full trust in God and now letting him lead the way in everything and anything i do. His love is strong and so i know what he is capable of doing. Redemption.


Today was boring cause i probably slept the whole day thanks to my beloved fever. brr... logbooking logboooking and reading my sejarah book. =) I love sejarah xDD


but before i leave, there's always a song...

BREAKING NEWWSSS!!!

*takes a stick...."crkkk..Broken"*


Forgot to post about my dear friend and what happened.

This is a story of two Dungu's xDD and why Aziman could not be present for tenderfoot course xDD

so basically its Aaron and Aziman as the main characters and Wen ee, Ivan, Azumin and i xD







So later on we brought poor aziman with a bump the size of Aarons nose to the Clinic xD He's mom scold so he couldn't come xDD

The lights are so blinding that people forget that this future of us in only one second ahead of everything we do and the past is just one second past from what were doing. I try to make a difference but it makes things worst, so what does these dirty hands of ours mean? lingering from where the sunsets and unknown proverbs hitting our heads with no meaning in every inch of a title.

Were superheros', Aliens and i know this earth is triangle. Burning the midnight oil as we watch the wax that drips from each mile meter it drains its sorrow out in to the short period that provides the fire.

Play a lullaby and hear the rain pour in this echoing head of this empty sunset. I ask god for a sign an he gives me a sign that says "OBNOXIOUS" having to hold it in front of the whole school =) it was fun xDD

Before i leave theres always a song..

well songs basically describe how i feel and here is my latest feeling




Aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya
Yang kini hadir diantara kita
Namun ku juga takkan bisa menepis bayangmu
Yang slama ini temani hidupku

Reff:
Maafkan aku
Menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku
Tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu
Yang bergulir disampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku
Sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bila kubisa memilih

Kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya
Mungkin semua takkan seperti ini

Dirimu dan dirinya kini ada dihatiku
Membawa aku dalam kehancuran

Heart and dart?

brr... my mind is like an ocean with a thousand miles with no shore. All i need is a little sand and maybe a tree or two. I need to find a new beach cause this motion in this ocean ain't what i need right now.

My mind is like a place where dogs' play poker and where cats smell like Ajexfabuloso. Its complicated and it doesn't make sense.

My mind is empty, where you'll find that nothing is silence and all that's left is the shadows of broken dreams and bleeding parts.

My mind is like a Bacon factory, but before the fried delicacy is made, my memories are cut up wide open and fried in to a beautiful golden brown tasty breakfast.

My mind doesn't make sense, my mind is full of idealistic and incapable meanings of UN-understandable thoughts.

My mind says you aren't allowed to copy this really cool list of sentences I'm typing out.

My mind says love is just a verb unless you can prove to me you can wipe this soul clean and straighten its broken bones.

My mind says it can wait. Wait for anything it wants. And it'll take every opportunity and push it to its maximum beauty.

My mind is manipulative. Its stubborn like a monkey drinking coffee jumping up and down a tripod and using its teeth to cut the squarelashings.

My mind is a lyrical heaven, every word might already be a song.

My mind is a song. Patterns, notes, melodies and lyrics are made original with any unmovable object in its way.

My mind. My mind is mine, where the words i say aren't always what they mean.

My mind. My mind doesn't lie. I don't lie.


I don't care. this things i just wrote down sounds cool so I'm copy writing it xDD


Star-gaze,
Chen

Listening to Learning to breathe - Switchfoot


Look Look! My blogskin is soo awesome! xDD woot woot! since carolynn didn't wanna put credits for her self then I'll just say Ty here!!! ty!! xD

Never really sat down in front of the comp and actually seriously do a post hhaha lol.
just bored cause everyones either not replying or barely replying on I'm. Brrr.. *upside down smiley appears*

arghhhh nothing to do! xD that is all.


Chen,
Nudge me.

Listening to Secret valentine - we the kings xD

Valentines::::

ahhh.. the loneliest days of my life. As Usual every year i'm Valentineless =)
Oh wait =0 not this year! xD woot!

very well,
merentas desa. bad. Valentines. not that bad =)

life. reaching up to better standards xD



I was supposed to post a poem here but it seems i can't find my song book. darn :/

anyways i guess i never have much to say xD

We'll Valentines xD very unexpected!

Merentas desa also very unexpected =( 29th place.... haih...



"Fly Amber" - Christian Palencia's originals

my latest song xD finally got it on vid, first time performing it on stage.

Verse one

As the stage gets dark,
The spotlight shines on my heart,
my song begins to start,
life pounds on to my parts,

Bridge

The feelings i show right through me,
emotions burst so everyone can see,

Chorus

I am more than you think i am,
I am more than just another band, and i'm not giving up(x3)
just yet.

Verse 2

Now you hear me sing,
playing all 6 of my strings,
The stories that i bring,
It really makes you think.

Bridge
chorus repeats to te end


Copyright (C) 24Rcrds. Christian Palencia