Updates ..

well i wen to a wedding on the 14th of march and it was so awesome ...

here a few pics xD









Then i had my Perkhemahan Pengakap Rambu Pengakap Muda!!

xDD

i love my gerbang xD and my banner! Team Charlie!

PICSTOCOME#**


and a week before that i had a performance at ICC (Interact Charity Concert) with my sis and heres the vid...

When things don't feel right and you know deep inside it breaks your heart..

I know its gonna take a lot of time..

just want you to understand ..

i know your gonna be alright ..

all i wanna do is make it through to the other side..

feels like home .. just to feel this way ...

and i owe it all to this fall ..

every word i said i wish i could take it back..

all i see drifting through my veins wants to know where it all began .. now I'm left eternally broken.. when your on your own.. wanna make it .. nothing ventured nothing gained..

nothings left at all..

I've been spinning round in circles..

I'm learning to crawl ..

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sometimes deep inside when no one realises... i don't always use song lyrics for every sentence.

sometimes everything i say isn't always a joke...

sometimes i do understand..

and all the time.. I just wanna feel whole again.



this will be probably the last time I'll be updating before rambu.. all i need now is to fully concentrate on rambu. So bye folks. I'll update about EVERYTHING when i get back.



Theres always a song...






Does it have to start with a broken heart
Broken dreams and bleeding parts
We were young and world was clear
Young ambition disappears
I swore it would never come to this
The average, the obvious

I'm still discontented down here
I'm so discontented

If we only got one try
If we only got one life
If time was never on our side
Before I die I want to burn out bright

So a spark ignites
In time and space
To make it through this human race
You fight and crawl your way back home
But you're running the wrong way

The future is a question mark
With kerosene electric sparks
There's still fire in you yet
Yeah there's still fire in you

If we only got one try
If we've only got one life
If time was never on our side
Before I die I want to burn out bright

I can't clean up the mess I've made
I can't clean up the mess I've made

I can't sleep in the bed I've made
I can't sleep in the bed I've made

If we only got one try
If we only got one life
If time was never on our side
But before I die I wanna burn out
Before I die I wanna burn out
Before I die I wanna burn out
Before I die I wanna burn out bright

If time was never on our side
But before i die i wanna burn out bright

Pass the quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:

1. Kai Liang
2. Kailiang
3. Layyen
4. Intergratedsmurf
5. Carolynn
6. Kim
7. Edward Cullen
8. Syann
9. Tom Fletcher
10. Kay Zhi


What do you think of the person who tagged you?
- Mrs.Adele.. Hmmmm (: i don't think. I know +D

Who is no.7 having a relationship with?
- Bella sumthin

Who is no.9 having a relationship with?
- Carolynn xD

If 9 and 1 are together, will it be a good thing?
- AHHAHAHHHAHA

What about no1 and no5?
- Love triangle xD

What is no.3 studying?
- Definately not sejarah

When was the last time you chatted with no.6? (kim)
- about 3 days ago

Does no.8 have any cousin(s) in his/her school? (Syann)
- Who's David?

Will you woo no.8? (Syann)
- LOl... define woo

How about no.4? (Smurf)
- Woo a smurf? choclate covered vanilla

Does no.2 have any siblings? (liang)
- yup yup xD

How did you get to know about no.3? (Layyeennn)
- Eeer Craig and Syann i guess.

No.4? (Smurf)
- About 5 years ago.

No.7? (Cullen)
- A very cool book showed me the way xD

No.2? (Liang)
- My best Scouting/Going to toilet partner ! woot woot!

Where does no.1 live at? (Kl)
- Deep inside the outskirts of Sungai Bulluh

How did you get to know no.10? (Kayz)
- From the show nepoleon Dinamyte

Is no.5 the sexiest person in the world? (Carol)
- Second sexiest xP the sexiest to me is amitabachan!!!

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1. Does anyone know your password?
- Nop nop

2. What was the last thing you ordered at McDonalds?
- Mcflurry

3. Are you an emotional person?
- Go figure

4. Do you like your name?
- Hahahahahahahahahahah

5. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- We'll see

6. Ever felt jealous of your friend?
- I envy.

7. What was the last thing you did?
- sTUDY

8. Who's next to you?
- My shadow and i

9. Who was the last person you ate with?
- Ben and yap

10. What song are you listening to right now?
- American Dream - Switchfoot

11. How's the weather right now?
- Its hot -.-

12. Last person you called?
- KL

13. Last song you sang?
- Lucky

14. Last time you danced?
- Few days ago xD

15. Lost a friendship over something stupid?
- Brrr....

16. Last thing you ate?
- Kebabs =D

17. Been really depressed before?
- HAHA

18. Faked being sick to miss school?
- Nahhh.. I'd just tell my parents i don't wanna go to school

19. What time did you wake up today?
- 0500 hours

20. Current taste?
- Haha hmmm... Environmentalist

21. What are you wearing right now?
- Shorts =D

22. Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
- The only dates i get are on my calender xD

23. Where are you right now??
- Spinning round in circles

24. Current lover?
- All my friends =)

25. What date and day is it?
- March 12 2009 - Thursday

26. Did you go anywhere today?
- In the depths of SmkTropicana

27. What did you do there?
- Sleep

28. Do you call your parents by their first name?
- hahaha tried xD not working out

29. Are you an only child?
- nop nop just the only boy of three sisters

30. Where do you go shopping?
- Neopets Store!


31. Do you like where you work?
- Yes xD

32. Do you like books?
- books? hahahhahaha



Well finally I've updated my blog xD

before i go .....





Go make your next choice be your best choice
And if you're looking for a boy with a voice, well baby I'm single
Are you in the mood for some dude, are you in the mood to be subdued
Or would you rather just mingle?
Let's get set then to go then and let us jet set we'll be like the jetsons
You can be Jane my wife. Should I marry Jane tonight?

I would if I could. I'd do most anything spontaneously.

Or we can keep chilling like ice cream filling
We can cool in the gang if you'd rather hang
Ain't no thing. I can be lugubrious with you.
I got no ifs ands ors no wits or whats about it
But this place is getting crowded and my house is two blocks away
Or maybe closer

I would if I could. I'd do most anything spontaneously.
You know I would, if I could. I'll do anything spontaneously.

If you could be nimble, you'd have it simple just like me.
So go on and try it, do not deny yourself your freedom.

So step on up to the plate get a date with mraz
See you better act fast because supplies they never
Now did you knowE this is limited time offer
So go make your mind up before our times up
You better start winding it up because the party's almost over
(and if you should know girl, go a little bit lower now)

see how I would, if I could. I'd do most anything spontaneously.
You know I would, and I can prove it. I'll do anything spontaneously.

I've been waiting, time is irrelevant.
I've been thinking, i still can't find out.
I've been singing, i still can't sing.
I've been drawing, I still haven't finished one drawing.
I've been blogging......... and finally I'm updating xDDD





well, not many updates. Been logging and studying. Today i went MSSD as an IKON "reporter". It was fun.. until i found Aaron's Ipod. Which i found the songs inside brought back bad memories and basically made me emo the whole day -.- sorry guysss...

This is gonna be a very short update cause i have to go study again.


what i mean by short is i g2g now xD ciao

but theres always a song....





Kicking off is the hardest part
Nothing's certain at the start
Letting go, so something can begin

Figure out how to get a life
Leave tomorrow, live tonight
Gotta throw, throw your heart right in

Cause we all fall down

Everybody knows the end
The curtain hits the floor
And everybody knows the end
Don't wanna get there wishing that you'd given more
It's not over, till it's over
So how do we begin?
When everybody knows the end


I need to live with nothing fixed
Don't tell me what's gonna happen next
I'm alright, I like the way this feels
Leave behind all the things I missed
The next stop isn't where you think it is
Cause tonight, I'm riding off the rails

Cause we all fall down

Everybody knows the end
When the curtain hits the floor
Everybody knows the end
Don't wanna get there wishing that you'd given more
It's not over, till it's over
So how do we begin?
yeah and everybody knows the end

Is where you hope you never say
"I could've done it better"
And I'm gonna keep what counts
And throw away what doesn't really matter

And I wanna die (and I wanna die)
On the highest high (on the highest high)
It's not over (it's not over)
Till it's over
I wanna stay here forever

Cause we all fall down

Ohh yeah

Everybody knows the end
When the curtain hits the floor
Everybody knows the end
Don't wanna get there wishing that you'd given more
It's not over (it's not over)
Till it's over (till it's over)
So how do we begin?
When everybody knows the end

Yeah, and everybody knows the end
Everybody knows the end

I remember how much i used to love these guys, and how jealous i was cause my sister got to go to their concert. One of the greatest trios' all their lyrics are just pure awesome.




Waking up this morning, thinking this can't be real,
But they say there is nothing love can't heal.
Why don't you come on down so you can feel, what I feel.

Sitting all alone in this place,
Even though we're here face to face,
There is nothing gone but there's something wrong..

Can't you see, that I'm stuck here, underneath-
And you're making it hard to breathe
Take a look around and tell me what you see,
You'll find me--
Underneath

Underneath

Hey

I know what to say but don't know where to begin,
I fear I'm losing you beneath my skin.
Is there a solution for this pain, that I'm in

Sitting all alone in this place
Even though we're here face to face
There is nothing gone, but there's something wrong

Can't you see, that I'm stuck here, underneath-
And you're making it hard to breathe,
Take a look around and tell me what you see,
You'll find me--
-Underneath

Cause you'll find me, ooh, Underneath

Ooh Yeah

Ooh Ooh.

Ooh- If only you could feel what I dream,
Maybe you could hear what I mean,
There is nothing gone but there's something missing

Can't you see, that I'm stuck here, underneath-
And you're making it hard to breathe,
Take a look around and tell me what you see,
You'll find me--

Underneath

(i said )
underneath

(said)
underneath


Ps: yes i know aizats pic is really haunting xD