Monday, December 21, 2009 @ 3:19 PM
-:: Nightmares ::-
The nightmares are breaking into my skull again. Its been two days with no sleep and when i finally was able to get some rest they come an haunt me again. Amanda you know which nightmares i'm talking abut right? haihh.. lord save me from myself.

I can't write to help me to get over them or this feeling in my gut cause the words are never right and the melody doesn't come. I've passed a million ways that have let me down and i'm still in pain.

I knew that this would break me. Break my heart and soul inside and all i wanna do it make it through to the other side.


I'm going through my old song list and listening to the songs that meant so much to me. Just brings back the pain in the memories.