When things don't feel right and you know deep inside it breaks your heart..

I know its gonna take a lot of time..

just want you to understand ..

i know your gonna be alright ..

all i wanna do is make it through to the other side..

feels like home .. just to feel this way ...

and i owe it all to this fall ..

every word i said i wish i could take it back..

all i see drifting through my veins wants to know where it all began .. now I'm left eternally broken.. when your on your own.. wanna make it .. nothing ventured nothing gained..

nothings left at all..

I've been spinning round in circles..

I'm learning to crawl ..

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sometimes deep inside when no one realises... i don't always use song lyrics for every sentence.

sometimes everything i say isn't always a joke...

sometimes i do understand..

and all the time.. I just wanna feel whole again.



this will be probably the last time I'll be updating before rambu.. all i need now is to fully concentrate on rambu. So bye folks. I'll update about EVERYTHING when i get back.



Theres always a song...






Does it have to start with a broken heart
Broken dreams and bleeding parts
We were young and world was clear
Young ambition disappears
I swore it would never come to this
The average, the obvious

I'm still discontented down here
I'm so discontented

If we only got one try
If we only got one life
If time was never on our side
Before I die I want to burn out bright

So a spark ignites
In time and space
To make it through this human race
You fight and crawl your way back home
But you're running the wrong way

The future is a question mark
With kerosene electric sparks
There's still fire in you yet
Yeah there's still fire in you

If we only got one try
If we've only got one life
If time was never on our side
Before I die I want to burn out bright

I can't clean up the mess I've made
I can't clean up the mess I've made

I can't sleep in the bed I've made
I can't sleep in the bed I've made

If we only got one try
If we only got one life
If time was never on our side
But before I die I wanna burn out
Before I die I wanna burn out
Before I die I wanna burn out
Before I die I wanna burn out bright

If time was never on our side
But before i die i wanna burn out bright