as you can see my blog title has changed from pain; to change;


Its hard to change troops ya know? it hurts a lot too.

so yeah its when i realised that I've changed a lot for the passed three years and I've realised change is inevitable. Maybe you change in to someone good then people get sick of it then you change in to someone better. But just like how i felt when i got my first PlayStation 1 . i felt like its a gift from god and nothing could beat it, until PS2 came out and so on... hell yeah i have good examples.

between how it is and how it should be. I'd prefer if I'd have never changed. sometimes you look in the mirror and think to yourself, hey this is who i wanna be for the rest of my life. But what can we do as the world spins on in its orbit. Buried in the ghost of me.


Love made more sense then science to me but when it comes to language, love is just a verb. So love can go die with all its lies.